THE CIRCLE OF SORROW

 As we all know, everyday is a new day! It's a new dawn! It's a new life! And we should feel good about it.. 

But, what if someone craves for a happy, perfect, mesmerizing life and gets none? I mean definitely who wouldn't want a perfect life? Every one out their including me dies for a happy ,perfect life. To achieve that in the mean while we do every possible thing to please everyone , show how much they mean to us or maybe accepting their life .. their every priorities as ours.. To see that one smiling face which literally melts our heart and we can do anything to win that smile of their face over and over again.. We do every possible thing in our limit or maybe sometimes we go beyond that as well! But in the end there is no one to make you happy.. There is no one to accept your happiness.  There is no one to look after you, there is no one waiting for that one glimpse of your happy face which will make their heart melt! Literally no one! 

From the very beginning you will do everything for everyone but sadly you will get nothing just a bunch of disappointments, heartbreaking facts which you won't be able to tolerate and will give you suicidal thoughts..  Adjustments.. Sacrifice.. These are very common gestures made by us to let  your loved ones be happy.. To show them that for their happiness we can go beyond any limits! But until and unless one takes you for granted! Adjustments and sacrifices should only be made when the person understands your point of view and tries to rectify their mistakes or at least respect these gestures! 

Unfortunately, there are a very few people who gets to know.. Rather wants to know .. What keeps or makes your loved ones happy!Their will be a certain point of time when you will think.. Am I doing this for real? Hurting myself over and over again for a person who won't even give a damn about my emotions? Am I? Am I getting blind? 

But what's the point? You are neither in a do or die situation.. Nor in a totally DO IT situation. I don't have that gutts of maybe that much of confidence to go and finish everything in a second.. You get in the middle.. You get stuck! You can't get out! You feel suffocated! And realise  that it's a lifetime misery you have been destined with! You need to accept it cause you got no options in any way! 

And thus the circle of sorrow will run as long as human lives exist. 


R.D.


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